I’ve been writing and not posting any of it. Most of it. I’ve been making content but not sharing any of it. I’m not even really sure….why. And what that even says about me.
I’m typing right now to break in a new keyboard for my iPad. I’m posting it because I figure it might as well take up space somewhere.
I’ve been…occupied. Physically and emotionally. If you listen to my podcast called Everything’s Cherry (have I mentioned that I have a podcast? When was the last time I even posted), then you might know that I’ve been pretty burnt out. I burnt myself out in May and it bled into June. I was burning the midnight oil a lot because my husband started a new full-time work schedule and my child is a toddler so finding time to get anything done was just….hard. And I burnt myself out trying to figure it out. And then when I put the kid in daycare to alleviate some of that burnout…I forgot that kids usually get sick a lot when they start daycare so…kid gets sick, kid stays home, mom probably gets sick, mom is too sick to get work done when kid goes back to daycare…and the struggle continues.
So that’s where I am. It’s July now. And I am so tired.
Things keep happening. And I don’t know if I want it to stop or keep going.
I’ve been tired. I’ve been trying. I’ve been too overwhelmed to even think about posting anything I’ve created.
But I guess there’s no point in letting all of that sit pretty so….we may be in for an influx of…stuff dating back to May.